Transfusion
When did creation become sacrifice?
Was it always this way? This holy burning. This slow dissolution of self into story? Did I always know that words were carved from our bone, stripped from our vein, extracted from the living core of our existence?
In a dimly lit room, a life is burned slowly to the wick. Each second dissolves, a memory of what once was. Shadows crawl along the walls, stretching, shifting. Silent witnesses to the ritual unfolding at the desk.
An author sits. Hollowed. Fingers hover over the typewriter keys, a priest before a demanding god. Their breath is slow, measured. Standing at the edge of a great abyss, knowing that once they begin, there is no turning back.
And then, a keystroke.
A sharp snap of ink meeting paper. Then another.
The rhythm builds.
A heartbeat, a pulse, a covenant.
Each letter pressed is life meeting void. An indelible transaction never to be undone. The words do not come freely. They are carved, torn, wrenched from some dark and sacred place, leaving wounds that do not close, scars that do not fade.
The writer transforms pain into poetry, emptiness into meaning, silence into voice.
The air is thick with the scent of old paper, of ink, of sweat, of the ghosts of a thousand unwritten stories. The candle consumes. It devours wax, oxygen, time itself.
The page devours the writer.
How far can you unravel before the thread of yourself disappears?
How much life can be bartered before the vessel stands hollow?
And across the sleeping city, beneath the weight of the same indifferent stars, a reader curls into another’s consciousness.
The book in their hands is heavy, the invisible gravity of another’s soul pressed between its pages. It is a doorway. A heartbeat. The utterance of someone they will never meet, captured between words, waiting to be inhaled.
They turn a page, and something shifts.
The ink seeps into bloodstream, changes chemistry, rewrites memory.
A sentence lingers in the air, hanging between them and the world. It is beautiful. It is devastating.
It shatters something. It rebuilds something else.
The reader’s breath catches, stops, restarts. And in that moment, they are unmade.
They are no longer confined to skin and bone and singular existence. They inhabit other lives, other deaths, other worlds formed from nothing but rhythm and truth. They run through rain-slick streets they’ve never seen. They love people who have never drawn breath. They die and are resurrected with every paragraph, every chapter, every ending that forces them to close the book and remember their own mortality .
Their grip tightens on the throat of another’s confession. Their breath syncs with the cadence of a stranger’s most intimate thoughts.
They do not notice the hour growing late. They do not notice the candle’s flame growing weaker.
The author bleeds onto the keys. The reader drinks from the wound.
They will never meet. They will never touch. But they are bound in this sacred, terrible exchange that leaves neither unchanged.
One creates. One receives. Both surrender.
Everything .
The candle wavers, its light barely holding on, but neither stops.
The story has teeth now.
The story has hunger.
The story will consume until there is nothing left. Until the last word is written, until the last page is turned, until both writer and reader emerge, blinking, into a world that no longer fits quite right anymore.
One keystroke. One page turn. One sacrifice at a time.